this is why it made me say …no, YOU go.

i’m serious man… the way you wrote that and the way i saw how you meant it… it hurts me inside… and i know i’ve loved her for a really long time now.. who knows how long :) but this is painful to me, taking away your first love… and how you said everything… and one more problem is that… Mochi hates me. and NT, i know that you told me to not ever think i’m not good enough… that’s because i’m NOT. i never will be… i’m never good enough for anyone… if i was… they’d still wish i was someone else… or iunno leave. you get my point… thank you NT for everything… all the tips and stuff… but i think i should have figured those stuff out on my own hahaha :D hmm, i love you dude. you have no idea how much this means to me.. one last…what do you mean you always knew deep inside that this was bound to happen??