this is the only tumblr account that you follow that i own.. so at least.. i hope you see it.

look, i don’t fucking know why the fuck you won’t tell me.. but tell HER. okay it’s not that you shouldn’t… it’s just that… i don’t get why you’re being so different to me… you promised you won’t change and that you still be there right? well dude, you’re NEVER there. you NEVER answer your phone especially when i really fucking need someone to talk to. and don’t you dare say that I’m the one who’s never there when i’m the one who actually reaches out to you. holyfuck. i really don’t know what the hell. like seriously… i worry about you all the fucking time, when i hear that you hurt yourself or someone stabbed you i worry my ass off for you but i guess you don’t see that. i miss you man.. i miss YOU not whoever this is. okay you showed me someone worth loving as a friend… and now i just don’t know who this is or what the hell is happening but i hope it’ll all be over soon. i said i was sorry for everything i’ve done okay. and i meant it. i don’t know if you’re taking revenge or something but whatever it is. fine. just stay how you are and forget this one person in your life who needs you. (as a friend)